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Things to buy for the wedding.

There are plenty of things that we need to buy or save money for before we get married. I just thought I would share a few of those, not for any other reason so that I don't forget what I have to buy cause I have a terrible memory.

• Olympus E-620. http://www.olympuscanada.com/cpg_section/product.asp?product=1452 It's a digital SLR from Olympus. BEAUTIFUL! Comes with 6 art filters, which is great because when you are trying to make cool pictures but don't know how the hell to use photoshop... then it makes my life WAY easier.

• The Dress. It's absolutely gorgeous! I can' wait to see how it looks on. http://www.alfredangelo.com/Collections/ProductDisplay.aspx?productID=1796a142-d4c0-4e7f-8829-bc0213df001b&categoryID=54246401-6ad2-4745-894e-d0dc006d72c8&pg=2 Hopefully it looks as nice on me as it does on her.
  

• Guest Book. http://www.adessoalbums.com/begin-now-kit-for-polaroids.html I thought this would be the perfect thing for a guest book because it's fun and different.
  
  • 1 - Adesso Instant Photo Guestbook for Polaroids®
  • Holds 30 Polaroid photos in archival (acid and lignen free) pages which mat out the white border of the Polaroid
    
    
  • Accommodates up to 75 guests (think couples and groups)
    
    
  • Covered in custom dyed Japanese fabric
    
    
  • 8" x 10" x 1.5"
    
    
  • 3" x 3" die cut opening in the cover to slide a photo in
    
    
  • Album opens perfectly flat to write in it and closes perfectly flat when filled with photos
    
    
  • 1 – Polaroid Job Pro 600 Camera
    
    
  • 4 – Polaroid 600 Single Pack (40 exposures)
  
  
• Earings. http://www.swarovski.com/Web_CA/en/995370/product/Chandelier_Pierced_Earrings.html?CatalogCategoryName=0110 These are hot

• Rings. Mine is very cute and girly. Josh's is very plain, bu that's the only kind of thing that he'll wear. I really love these rings though, it's too bad we can't afford to go Platinum with them though.
  

• Wedding box. I need one of these to carry my dress and possibly Josh's tux.. if it fits... haha. Just kidding. That way in case anything happens to my luggage, nothing can happen to the wedding dress because it will be my carry on item.
  

AAAAAHHHHHH

Ok, so I'm going insane because I have so much shit on my plate right now. Mind you it's my own fault because I usually feel like I have to stretch myself so thin. I'm in 3 classes in school because if I'm in any less I have to start paying back my student loan to OSAP. LAME. So I'm in 3 classes to delay the process until I'm finished in school. Work is great, but training is leaving me exhausted and with no time to do anything. Thankfully that's finished this week! I am also going to the gym as much as possible, trying to volunteer around Red Deer, and trying to plan my wedding. I feel like I'm really neglecting Josh and I feel so bad about it. I barely have time for myself, which can't really be good either. I'm to the point where pretty much everyone annoys me. kind of very bad, right? I just think that shutting myself out from everyone else is my way of coping with stress or fatigue because normally I handle those things pretty well. I mean I really don't care what other people think of it, because the only ones I really care about how I am effecting is my finacee and my mom and the rest of our family. Everyone has shitty times, I think particularly now with all of the negative energy in the world at the present moment. It's kind of sad actually, to hear how so many people are so depressed and desperate. I thank whatever the higher "power" may be that Josh and I are going to be ok, at least for now with our jobs still existing. I don't know what some people are going to do, or how some people do it! My world would be crashing right now if I ever had to deal with something so devistating as loosing your life's savings or your job, family, car, home, etc. There are so many people to help, how can the government or their families help them all? I guess all that I can say is that I hope that better times are coming very soon and the best of luck. Hopefully, everyone including myself can get back on their feet.